Friday, July 30, 2010

I miss u sweet sis :(

hey sweety april
ghadooda .. i knew u spent many hours online and it was something you loved doing . i am sorry i never came to see what u do online . i am sorry i didnt get this pleasure . i am here now and i wish you are here too . i just wanted to say i love u a lot and i miss our fights 2gther very much . plz get well and back soon so u can read this . i just want you to know I LOVE YOU SO MUCH .
Sadeem ( ur best enemy sis )

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

The Moony & Agony story ( A dead soldier )

hi dears ... from the magical world of OZ i had a lovely and amazing special friend who will always have a special place in my heart ... we wrote many nice things in that magical kingdom ... lately i have been making a special folder which i called FAIRY TALE MEMORIES ... which i put it in many of my past memories some were sad and many were happy ..today i wilk share one of those topics as it happend ... i know that you will find many spelling and gramatical mistakes which i left on porpuse coz after all they make me smile just to c them and the nice memories that come with them >>> plz enjoy it 


 A DEAD SOLDIER



in small vellage there was boy called Agony ... this boy was 17 years old ... there was war in tha doors ... waiting 4 this vellage ... as usual tha army picks tha young of males ... who their ages r above 17 ... Agony met prety girl who was called Moony ...


they liked eachother .. they planed to be friends at tha first .... with passing of time


feelings start to appear between them ... Agony knew that he gotta follow tha army


by force not by choice , so he planed to break any love's signs between them .. he planed to put off this love after he get back from tha war ..... Moony loved him .. she couldn't hide this feeling ... she felt that Agony changed suddenly ... so they met at thier favorite place .. beside tha rever .... he opened his heart 4 her & said ...




I got tired of hiddenness ….giving up my love 4 silence


silence is killing me .. u know I love 4 sure


My love .. I cann't hide this feeling anymore


Moony is 4 Agony ……as Agony is 4 Moony


2 souls combine together…..cuz we blong to eachother


Hug me with ur arm…..fill me with ur warm


from any kind of cold …..& take me to ur world


baby .. take my hand ……..from now til tha end





they didn't see each other after that day 4 one month .. Moony started to think that Agony doesn't love her .... in tha side Agony was get himself ready to join tha army ..


he believed that he gotta tell her somthing be4 he leave .. so he went to her ..


she looked at his eyes directly .. she saw a handsome soldier with army's uniform ...


he asked her to give him her hand .. so he put that letter in her hand & just left .....




plz try to understand me …..look at my eyes & see


tha words & feel em' by ur heart …..really did't know how to start


Plz don't love me ……dead that's how I'm gonna be


yeah , I'm close to tha end…..plz don't love me friend


it's time to forget me ……it's time to be free


plz don't cry 4 me & don't love me …..just forget that word is called we


sure , u deserve better …..we cann't be together


plz forget me friend…..I'm close to tha end


I don't deserve ur tears ……plz don't love me dear


I smell tha death …..it's holdin my breath


it's gettin closer ……I cann't be further


I cann't run away…….I know it's my day


it's god wisedom & his order ……death comes to take tha soldier


it's true even tha soldier is weak…..can u see how soldier fraidly speak


death is stronger than everythings……death took tha weaks & even tha kings


I know it's time to become dead soldier…..I cann't change this , it's god wisdom & order


I feel guilt that u gonna be sad …..tha only thing that I cann't with stand


I know u may see that my words harsh …..but it's like fasten belt be4 crash


I don't wanna u to waiting 4 ……half dead soldier going to war


I wanna u get used to be without me …..to be able to move on flyin free




WOOOOW….SWEET GUY ALONI….


When u sent me the story and asked me to help u put a good ending to a it …..i was so thrilled …. I tried my best to break the sadness from ur story …..but I felt that AGONY had no right to ask MOONEY not to love him ….SO I DECIDED TO TEACH HIM A GOOD LESSON IN LIFE ….IT WAS A HARSH LESSON …..BUT IT’S LIKE FASTEN BELT BE4 THE CRASH !!!!!!!!!


SO HERE IT GOES …….


Two years passed by ….and the war came to an end ….many had lost their lives …but AGONY had survived ….he was happy he was finally going home ….he missed his village , family and most of all he missed MOONY ….in his hand he held a small box ….that carried in it the most beautiful PEARL RING ….he planned to put on his sweethearts finger …..


The door was opened … and he was greeted warmly by MOONY’S parents ….they talked about his past two years ….. he showed them the box and the lovely PEARL RING….


They burst in tears and put in his hand a letter and left …..


With trembling hands he read ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,


MY SWEETHEART …..


If you are reading these words now ….


You are probably asking WHY ? and HOW?


WHY ???....coz the damage done in the war field ….


Cozes the innocent back home to bleed ….


HOW???....by spreading deadly chemicals and gun powder…


And killing many who really have no power….


I will not ask you “ plz don’t love me “……..Coz i know that in a lovers heart that can not be ….


And I can not ask you “ to forget me “………Coz its the thing that a lovers mind can not do ….


I will not ask you “to hold you tears”……coz a lover can not his two eyes stears ….


I can not ask you “ not to cry “……coz that’s what I would have done if it was you who die…


But I can ask you “TO IN GOD HAVE FAITH “….COZ NOBODY HAS EVER CONTROLLED HIS FATE…


I want you “ TO IN GOD YOU TRUST “…..it’s not an asking but it’s a MUST ….


You have told me before that this is the day ….that nobody can from it ever run away…


Death doesn’t only come to take the soldier …but all creatures no matter small or older …


If you really loved me and all u said was not lies ….you should be strong and wise …


For as I close my eyes I see a handsome you dressed like a king ….


And right beside you AN ANGEL …and on her finger shines a nice PEARL RING …..









i miss you all :(

hi every body
sorry i have been a way lately ..but life realy takes us into its circle and we keep turning around and around and with every cycle we loose a dear person ... but we are going so fast that we have no time to stop the spinning ... and we have no chance to even streetch a hand to grab those who are leaving the circle ... when the wheel finally stops we discover that we are too dizzy to get back what we have lost ..
thats why we end up here .. in our bloggs traying as hard as we can to get back at least the memories that once were ...




i missed you all ... thats the bottom line :(