it was from an old friend who was in OZ with me ... i felt so happy especialy when i knew that after three years he still remmebers me and as the matter of fact he was so thrilled that he found me ...
his name is Fahed Alfahood :)
it is so nice when someone remembers you after so many years ... this is called loyalty ... people who ask about us from time are true people ... they are not fake and they do not take advantage of us ... they look for us and are not afraid to send asking about us ... not fearing that we might reject them ... these are true people
what hurts me the most is that in the past he took all my attention and i worried for him and i missed him so much ....
but now what makes me feel proud of myself is that i dont feel towards him the same way .... he is history .. and i know that for sure that one day what he did to me will be done to him ...
i simply dont care anymore ...about those who were everything in my life and i was only just a passing by traveller ....
BUT I WILL CARE FOR AND CHERISH ...all those who were as close to me as my soul ... who stood by me in my darkest days and deepest pains ... and i will be greatful for all those who warmed my life and eased my suffering even if it was with just a smile ... who wiped the tears from my eyes ... and those who guided me when i was burning , wondering and my heart was about to explode ...
what i have past through is not only a simple shock ... it was a huge disaster .... but this huge disaster becomes much smaller when i realize that I HAVE LEARNED A HARD LESSON in my life ....
and those who hurt us will learn their lesson oneday .....
April :D Do i be ready for the Bloom << i think the spring will come in ur winter Days
ReplyDeletea Big Hug for u , u don't know why , but i do
Waiting to see more
hehe why the hug ya dubba ... wallah i do need a hug and a biiiig hug but i realy do need to whyyyy plzzzz :)
ReplyDeletehahah sweet pinkish thank u for explaining why i earned that special huggg
ReplyDeletei know that this words is about me , and i know that i deserved it .
ReplyDeletebut you should know everything before judging , but you didn't give a chance , you just left right away as you was waiting fora mistake fro him to leave him with no regards , but he didn't step aside from your life, he still watching upon you and wishing the best for you ,if not with him so be it , but the most important thing is that you are happy.
am sorry i make you fell that way ,i didn't meant to do that , but you didnt listen Ghada , you just left me behind as i was a black page in your life book you wanna tear and throw again . but as i said it is all my fault , and am so sorry it reach that end ( and i know that for sure that one day what he did to me will be done to him ...)